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Dec. 11th, 2009

Deep2, Avatar, Axel

Days 1-3

I was galavanting across cyberspace, when I came across an interesting meme (thank you phoenixdown7!). And since I have no time on my hands, I'll do it sporadically. So, here goes:


Day 1: My Favorite Song

I am currently in love with "Hey, Soul Sister" by Train. It has such a catchy beat, and my mood brightens every time I listen to it.

However, my favorite song is (probably) "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz. I went to his concert over the summer, and he is even better live.


I sense a trend in my musical taste...Upbeat, soulful, etc., etc.


Day 2: My Favorite Movie

Honestly anything created by Hayao Miyazaki. I grew up watching Totoro and Kiki's Delivery Service, and his movies still amaze me to this day. I don't understand where gets his ideas. His imagination has no bounds.

If I had to pick my favorite Hayao Miyazaki movie, then I'd have to go with Princess Mononoke (although, Spirited Away bites me as I admit this). The trailer does not do it justice, so go (RIGHT NOW) and watch it. NOW!


Day 3: My Favorite Television Program

Naruto, probably. I've been obsessed with that series for about four and a half years now, and it all started when I watched the English version (ducks as people throw heavy objects) on Cartoon Network. It's an addiction.

However, since Naruto is not only a television program, and should never be solely considered as one, I will also say Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations. I absolutely love Tony's sarcasm.

I think that's all I'll do for now.




Until then,
-intertwinedxdestinies

Oct. 10th, 2009

Deep2, Avatar, Axel

About College and Other Things

Attention: There is a war going on.

The involved parties:
A: Logical, economical, no-nonsense, future-thinking .
B: Romantic, emotional, lives-in-the-now.

Location:
In my head

Side A wants me to attend an in-state school, where I can (probably) get some scholarships and choose a good, career-oriented major.
Side B wants me to attend a small, expensive college, where I can interact with teachers and students more easily and thoroughly enjoy myself.

Both sides won't shut up. Neither side will back down.

I personally think that I will love the college Side B supports. The college has a higher ranked education system. The expenses and the lack of a solid major are the cons.
I personally think that the college Side A encourages will set me up with a good-paying, in-demand career. But the large student population frightens me. I do not want to be a number. I do not want to attend an institution with a poor sense of community.

If I attend college A, I will have much more major choices. But I may not like the student body. And after going to a school with "so-so" people, I don't know if I could stand it again in college. Could I learn to like the students there? Could I find my niche at such a large school?

If I attend college B, I know that I will like the people there. They are quirky, and "nerdy in an endearing way." But is it worth spending thousands of dollars? Especially if I can't obtain a good occupation after graduating?

What the war comes down to is whether or not I place importance on my career or my college experience.

Can't I find a college that combines both of those factors?

Oh, my head hurts...

 


-intertwinedxdestinies

 

 


 

Aug. 11th, 2009

Deep2, Avatar, Axel

Five Things


I really should be finishing my summer work, but this seems like so much more fun. Meme taken from phoenixdown7's livejournal, whose fanfiction I enjoy reading:

Five Things That Cheer You Up
1. Reading a good book
2. Reading/watching a new Naruto chapter or episode
3. Going to the movies
4. Going to amusement parks
5. Going to anime conventions
(There are so many more that I want to list...)

Five Things I Could Grab From Where I'm Sitting
1. A checkered wrist band
2. A tissue box
3. A picture frame
4. My glasses (that I never wear...)
5. My 2010 weekly planner

Five People I'd want for a Bodyguard
1. Vincent Valentine (FFVII)
2. Cloud Strife (FFVII)
3. Hatake Kakashi (Naruto)
4. Gaara (Naruto)
5. Dumbledore (Harry Potter)

Five People I Want On My Side In A Bar Fight
1. Uzumaki Naruto (Naruto)
2. Rock Lee (Naruto)
3. Axel (Kingdom Hearts II)
4. Zack Fair (FFVII)
5. Kurosaki Ichigo (Bleach) 

Five Things That Remind me of My Best Friend
1. Otakon Dealer's Room, buffalo chicken tenders
2. Yaoi Booth
3. Colored pencils (the expensive kinds, mind you)
4. Computer engineering/pediatric oncology
5. Wolves

Five Favorite Bands
1. Blue October
2. O. A. R. 
3. Lifehouse
4. Parachute
5. Maroon Five

Five Favorite Video Game Characters
1. Axel (Kingdom Hearts II)
2. Riku (Kingdom Hearts II)
3. Reno (FFVII)
4. Zack Fair (FFVII)
5. Joshua (The World Ends With You)

Five Things I Want Right Now
1. Rita's chocolate gelati
2. 52 more weeks of summer
3. Naruto manga chapter 460
4. Ponyo movie
5. Fanfiction authors to end their hiatus (you know who you are...)

Five Unique Things That Start With The First Three Letters Of Your Last Name
1. Gavotte (a popular piano piece)
2. Gavage (process of force feeding a goose, lol) 
3. Gavin (a boy's name)
4. Gavelman (I don't know what this is...)
5. Gavial (I don't know what this is either)

Five Things That Annoy Me
1. Obnoxious/Close-minded people
2. My poor writing style
3. Schoolwork
4. My lack of free time
5. Failing

Five School Supplies I Wish I Had As A Kid
1. iPhone
2. A proper bookshelf (I have makeshift, ghetto ones)
3. A better laptop (cough, not a Dell, cough)
4. A car (I'm making this count, because I want a car to drive to school)
5. A filing cabinet (I need better organization than spreading things across my bedroom floor)

Five Things I Hate That Everyone Else Likes
1. Shopping for clothes (I can stand it for an hour or two, but I get very impatient as time drags on)
2. Twilight (I used to be a fan of the books, but I can't stand it anymore)
3. Rap music (Er...kind of an overexaggeration, but I don't like rap. I probably have 5 songs total on my iPod)
4. Dances (I will be dragged to my prom)
5. The news (I can't think of anything else)

Five Pokemon With The First Letter Of Your Name
1. Clefairy
2. Chansey
3. Charmander
4. Caterpie
5. Cloyster

Last things you...
1. Ate: Natural Valley's Granola Clusters
2. Drank: Water
3. Listened to: Easier to Be by Lifehouse (according to my iTunes)
4. Watched: Youtube videos (specifically by uchihayuna21 of fightingdreamerspro)
5: Bought: Naruto graphic novel 45 and The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini

So that's about it...I better get back to my work now...


-intertwinedxdestinies

May. 17th, 2009

Deep2, Avatar, Axel

On Genius and Other Musical Things


It has been 47 weeks since I have posted an entry.

Yeah, I suck at using this thing. Another reason why I don't think I can handle a FaceBook. (Though I've heard it has a ridiculously high addiction factor...but still).

School takes over my life. I don't have time to sleep anymore. And lj isn't all that high on my priority list.

So I've been meaning to make a list of songs I never get tired of. And I finally activated the Genius feature on iTunes.

Needless to say, it is awesome.

It's pretty straight on at matching songs. And listening to a perfectly mixed playlist, I've finally decided to write the list.

The list doesn't came in any ranking order. That would a) be too difficult, personality and b) take too much time. And at 1:30 AM in the morning, I don't feel like dealing with such things. Since I am such a lazy person, it'll just go alphabetically by artist (because that's the way my iTunes is organized, haha).

So, without further ado, here are my favorite songs:


All-American Rejects
-Dirty Little Secrets
-Move Along
-Last Song
-Swing Swing
-My Paper Heart
-One More Sad Song
-Top of the World

Blue October (could be arguably be my favorite band...)
-Should Be Loved
-Picking Up the Pieces
-Jump Rope
-Blue Skies
-Congratulations
-X Amount of Words
-Everlasting Friend
-18th Floor Balcony
-Calling You
-Into the Ocean

Boys Like Girls
-Hero/Heroine
-The Great Escape

Coldplay
-The Scientist
-In My Place
-Fix You
-Lost!
-Viva La Vida
-Strawberry Swing
-Talk
-The Hardest Part
-Til Kingdom Come

David Archuleta (yes, he doesn't really fit into my genre of music, but he's an exception)
-Touch My Hand
-Your eyes Don't Lie

Death Cab for Cutie
-No Sunlight
-Your New Twin Sized Bed
-Long Division
-Marching Bands of Manhattan
-Soul Meets Body
-I Will Follow You into the Dark
-Crooked Teeth
-What Sarah Said

Evanescence (surprisingly, a lot of there songs get on my nerves)
-Call Me When You're Sober
-Lithium
-Lacrymosa
-Good Enough

Fall Out Boy
-Thanks for the Memories
-Me and You
-Dance Dance

Finger Eleven
-One Thing

Flobots (only one song, though)
-Handlebars

The Fray
-You Found Me
-Where the Story Ends
-Fall Away
-Heaven Forbid
-Vienna

Goo Goo Dolls
-Stay With You
-Let Love In
-We'll be Here (When You're Gone)
-Strange Love

Good Charlotte (again, only one song)
-I Don't Wanna Be In Love

Green Day
-Holiday
-Boulevard of Broken Dreams
-Give Me Novacaine
-Letterbomb
-Wake Me Up When September Ends
-Whatsername

Gym Class Heroes
-Cupid's Chokehold

HOME MADE Kazoku (great Japanese band)
-Nagareboshi
-Thank You
-NO RAIN NO RAINBOW

Howie Day
-Collide (love this song, haven't listened to any of his others')

Jack Johnson
-Good People
-Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

James Blunt
-1973
-Same Mistake
-Carry You Home
-Give Me Some Love
-I Really Want You
-Shine On
-Annie
-I Can't Hear the Music
-High
-Goodbye My Lover
-Billy

Jason Mraz (new discovery, and I absolutely loooove him)
-Wordplay
-Geek in the Pink
-Did You Get My Message?
-Clockwatching
-Please Don't Tell Her
-Lucky
-Make It Mine
-I'm Yours
-Live High
-Love for a Child
-If It Kills Me
-A Beautiful Mess
-Details in the Fabric (I need to look up James Morrison because of this song)

Jesse McCartney
-How Do You Sleep?
-My Baby
-Not Your Enemy
-Just Go
-Beautiful Soul
-Feelin' You
-Leavin'

The Killers (really like this band...need to look up more of their songs)
-Mr. Brightside
-Human

LAST ALLIANCE
-Shissou

The Last Goodnight
-Stay Beautiful

Lifehouse
-You and Me
-Whatever It Takes
-First Time
-Disarray
-Who We Are
-Broken
-The Joke
-Easier To Be
-Make Me Over
-Mesmerized
-Learn You Inside Out

Linkin Park
-Given Up
-Leave Out All the Rest
-Bleed It Out
-Shadow of the Day
-What I've Done
-Hands Held High
-No More Sorrow
-Valentine's Day
-In Pieces
-Numb

Maroon Five
-Litt of Your Time
-Wake Up Call
-Won't Go Home Without You
-Nothing Lasts Forever
-Can't Stop
-Goodnight Goodnight
-Not Falling Apart
-Must Get Out
-This Love
-Sunday Morning
-She Will Be Loved
-Harder to Breathe

Matchbox Twenty
-I'll Believe You When
-All Your Reasons
-these Hard Times
-If I Fall
-Can't Let You Go
-How Far We've Come
-Long Day
-If You're Gone
-Disease
-Unwell
-Bright Lights

Matt Nathanson
-Come On Get Higher

Metro Station
-Shake It
-Seventeen Forever

Natasha Bedingfield (seems kinda random in this list, but I like some of her songs)
-Unwritten
-Pocket Full of Sunshine

Nickelback
-Photograph
-Savin' Me
-If Everyone Cared
-Far Away
-Gotta Be Somebody

NICO Touches the walls
-Broken Youth

Nine Days
-Absolutely (Story of a Girl)

+Nobodyknows
-Hero's Come Back

O. A. R. (recently listened to their new CD, and I really like it)
-This Town
-Shattered
-Whatever Happened
-Try Me
-One Day
-Living In the End
-Something Coming Over
-What Is Mine
-Dinner Last Nigh
-The Fallout
-Gift
-War Song (love the beat in this one)
-On My Way

OneRepublic (ditto with the CD liking)
-Stop and Stare
-Say (All I Need)
-Mercy
-Apologize (the original, preferably, but I like Timbaland's version as well)
-Goodbye, Apathy
-All Fall Down
-Tyrant
-Prodigal
-Won't Stop
-All We Are
-Someone to Save You
-Come Home

ORANGE RANGE
-Asterisk
-Viva Rock Japanese Side (haha, what's up with this song title?)

Panic! At the Disco
-I Write Sings, Not Tragedies
-Nine in the Afternoon

Papa Roach
-Scars (lovely old classic)

Plain White T's
-1, 2, 3, 4
-Hey There Delilah
-Our Time Now

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
-Face Down (need to listen to more of their songs...)

Regina Spektor (again, slightly random artist, but I like her style)
-The Call
-Fidelity

Relient k
-Sleigh Ride
-Merry Christmas, Here's to Many More
-12 Days of Christmas
-I Celebrate the Day
-In Like a Lion
-I Hate Christmas Parties
-Boxing Day
-Must Have Done Something Right
-The One I'm Waiting For
-Apathetic Way to Be
-Be My Escape
-Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
-I So Hate Consequences
-More Than Useless

Rob Thomas
-This Is How a Heart Breaks
-Lonely No More
-Ever the Same
-I Am An Illusion
-When the Heartache Ends
-Something To Be
-Problem Girl
-Fallin' To Pieces
-My, My, My
-Streetcorner Symphony (which inspires me to create a band called "shoebox symphony")
-Now Comes the Night
-Little Wonders

Ryan Cabrera
-On the Way Down
-True

Secondhand Serenade
-Fall For You

Show Me the Skyline (cool sound...or rather, single artist who is  the entire band)
-Clocks & Calendars
-It's on Me
-Get On Your Feet
-Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is
-Speak Up

Simple Plan (typical punk band, but they're a classic)
-Perfect
-Shut Up
-Untitled
-Me Against the World
-Welcome to My Life

Sugarcult
-Memory (original & acoustic...love this song, need to look for their others)

Sum 41 (arguably my favorite band)
-We're All To Blame
-The Hell Song (arguably my favorite song)
-Pieces
-Over My Head
-Motivation
-Still Waiting

The Summer Obsession (need to look at more of their stuff)
-Melt the Sugar
-Do You Remember
-Death Said So
-Disappear

Switchfoot
-Dare You to Move

Takeharu Ishimoto (gotta love the instrumental pieces)
-Crisis Core Final Fantasy VII Theme
-The Burdened One
-Sky Blue Eyes

The TRAX (amazing Korean band)
-Knife
-Tears
-Over the Rainbow
-Over the Rainbow (piano version)

Utada Hikaru
-Simple and Clean (all remixes and originals)
-Passion (ditto)
-First Love
-Blue
-Time Will Tell

UVERworld (lovely Japanese band)
-Colors of the Heart
-Chance!
-D-technolife
-Gekidou
-Just Melody
-Yasashisa no Shizuku
-Shamrock
-Laka Laka La
-SORA
-Ai Ta Kokoro
-Endscape (gotta love the whistling in the middle of the song)
-SHINE
-Crossing
-Zero no Kotae
-51%

The Wallflowers
-One Headlight

We The Kings
-Don't Speak Liar
-Secret Valentine
-Check Yes Juliet
-Skyway Avenue

The White Tie Affair
-Candle 'Sick and Tired'

Wilber Pan
-Bu De Bu Ai (lol...it's addicting)

Yiruma (I want to marry this man...)
-River Flows In You
-Kiss the Rain
-Wait There
-Do You

Yoko Shimomura
-Lazy Afternoons
-The Other Promise

3 Doors Down
-When I'm Gone
-Train
-Citizen/Soldier
-It's Not My Time
-Let Me Be Myself
-Pages
-It's the only One You've Got
-Give It to Me
-These Days
-Your Arms Feel Like Home
-Runaway
-When It's Over
-She Don't Want the World


And voila! That's my favorite songs. All the songs/artists fall into some category of rock...punk rock, soft rock, pop rock, psychedelic rock, hard rock, country rock, Japanese rock, Korean Rock, etc., etc. I guess I like rock, then. There are a few random songs in there, but it mixes things up a bit.

See you next year (because that's probably the next time I'll update this thing).


-intertwinedxdestinies


Jun. 19th, 2008

Deep2, Avatar, Axel

No, I'm Not Dead...


The title explains it all. I don't think I'm exactly cut out for blogging. I mean, seriously...the last time I posted something was in freaking April. I don't update this thing regularly enough. I don't understand how some people do it.

But now that it's summer, I might actually be able to update this thing (so now my lj is a "thing?") more often. School takes over my life, but now I am free from its clutches. Alleluiah!

What has happened to me during these past couple months? Well, the stalker continued to follow me. No surprises there. I made sure I was always with a friend when I was walking in the hallways. Always. I swear to God that guy needs to get a flipping HINT! I do not want to talk to him. I do not want to see him. I just want him to get the hell away from me. I don't care if he has yellow fever. Asians actually have morals, thank you very much. We don't care for crappy poetry. We'd rather see your report card. Keep that in mind, boys. The way to an Asian girl's heart is through your grade point average.

Not only did I have him to worry about, but there's been another guy who wants to date me. I think he has mental problems (apparently he failed a grade?) and I don't understand a word that comes out of his mouth. Well, that's an exaggeration. It's just that he has a lisp or something. Apparently he thinks I'm "attractive" for the past few months. He's never told me personally, but he's told everyone else in the goddamn school. Well, not really. He's in this club that I go to, so at least I know him. But he's weird as hell. I'm sorry if I'm harsh, but there's the truth for you. And he keeps asking my friends if I'm single. Why don't you ask ME? Are you too afraid? I guess I'm intimidating. I sound intimidating on lj, don't I? But in real life, I'm a pretty nice girl. Really. Well, anyways, he think he was trying to ask me out on our last club meeting. I say "try" because it was so freaking obvious he wanted to, but he couldn't (since some of my friends were standing with me). I mean, I was kind of ignoring him. I mean, I was talking back to him, but they were very clipped, short responses. I feel kind of bad now that I think about it, but I am not ready for a relationship. Especially not with a guy like him. Sorry.

And he's not the only one. Yes, there was another guy. So I was walking to my locker, right, and it was the last day of school. This kid walks up to me and asks me if I was busy this summer. I, catching on to what he was insinuating, said that I was "really, really, really busy." Yes, I said three "really's." Then he asked for my phone number. I was thinking, WTF? I mean, I at least knew this kid from tennis, but still. He was cocky...and weird...and fat. So I tried to ignore him, and he asked for my email instead. He was a persistent bastard, I give him that much. So I gave him my mother's email instead. I sure as hell was NOT going to give this guy my email. For one, it could possibly lead to my fanfiction screen name. And I do not want the world to know that I love yaoi. No sir. So I gave him my mom's email. Thank God that her email sounds somewhat teenager-ish. My friends were standing there wondering what the freak was happening. I just stood there wondering what the freak was happening. It was so random. I barely talked to this guy, and when he tried to, I ignored him. Can't boys take the hint? Are they really that dense? 

So, kiddies, I've had three secret admirers over the course of two months. It's crazy. For my entire life, no one has ever asked me out. And then, bam...three kids try to get with me. What the hell is up with that? And they have to be weird. Someone up there does not like me. It's so random too. I barely know any of these boys. I sure as hell don't think I'm remotely attractive. Some people think otherwise, but I have very low self-esteem. Well, I guess once people get to know me, they realize I'm not the dating type. That's probably why I get strangers. And you know what? Why would these boys ask a girl they barely even know out? And I thought about this for a total of five seconds, and I realized it's because they're LOSERS. They can't get a girl that actually KNOWS them, so they go for the strange girls. And don't try and tell me my logic doesn't make sense, because it definitely does. And don't try and tell me I'm overly harsh, because I already know I am.

Which leads me to my next topic: I am not the girlfirend type. I mean, I think it'd be nice to have a boyfriend, but I'm not going to date any guy. I'm not like that. I'd rather wait ten years until I find a guy who I actually am interested in. I'm not like those girls who date guys just so they have a boyfriend. I want to find a guy who likes me for who I am. I want a guy who I can actually see spending my life with. See? I'm a romantic sap, deep down. I'm incredibly picky too, but I bet you already guessed that. Like, I don't think I could date an ugly guy. People say that inner beauty is the key, but, if you really think about it, the perfect guy should have both. He should be attractive AND nice. And because I'm such a particular girl, I'm probably not going to be dating anyone soon. Not like I have time for a boyfriend anyway. School takes over my life. End of story.

Thank God its summer. No more school. No more boys. Just relaxation.

And I'm going to Universal Studios and Disney World for the next ten days. I'm leaving tomorrow. And, yes, we're driving there, so it'll be like a sixteen hour car ride. But, for some reason, I love long car rides. I actually have time to read an entire book straight (I'm blessed to not get dizzy reading in a car) and I can just sit on my butt and watch the scenery. It's very...peaceful. I love it.

So, this was an extremely long rant. I update sporadically, but when I do, I write a novel. Sorry.

Well, I'll leave you all in peace...who am I kidding? No one reads my journal anyway. But, whatever. I'll try to put another post up once I get back from my vacation.

For the nonexistent people here who actually read my fanfiction, I'm sorry that I haven't written anything in like six months. I'm working on a Naruto chaptered fic at the moment, but I won't post it until I've written the whole thing out. I'm suffering from severe writer's block, and it sucks. I feel like I've lost inspiration for writing. I'm not going to get anywhere with it. Sigh.

Alright, I'm done sulking. 


-intertwinedxdestinies

 

Apr. 18th, 2008

Deep2, Avatar, Axel

Stalker Story...

Okay, kiddies...

Yup, I know it's been like...what....3 months since I last updated this thing. But I've been busy, and it's not like anyone reads my lj anyway. (If you're reading this, then I applaud you). Besides, nothing worth writing happened....

Until a week ago.

Yeah. As you can tell from the title, I have a stalker. Or, I'm hoping, had a stalker.

I'm going to break this story into several parts, by what happened each day. I'm organizing it as such so that I can remember exactly what happened.

- - -

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

It was a normal day. Lunch had just finished, and I was going to my locker to get my books. I was worried like hell, because I was about to have a test in my Precalculas class. As an aside, I am a spaz about school. No lie. I stress like crazy over tests and grades, but end up getting an A. It's just how I am.

So, I'm getting off topic. Well, after I got my books, I turned around and this kid who I never met before in my life hands me a piece of paper. I looked down at it and I quickly realize it's a poem. A love poem.

Okay, first of all, all of you saying "awww" better stick with me during the story. By the time you're done reading this, you'll personally want to throw up too. Honestly. Poetry is nice and all, but puh-lease. I'm not in the freaking sixth grade. I don't want some stupid poetry confessing some undying love. Talk to me, you loser. I'm not going to bite your head off.

Secondly, if you're going to write me a poem, learn how to SPELL. S-P-E-L-L. Got that memorized? If you think  I'm "gorgous" then go back to middle school. Maybe some other illiterate girl would fall for you.

So, after I got the poem, I put it into my folder, and he ran off in the other direction. So, yeah, he was scared. At that point I knew he was a loser. 

Just so you know, I didn't get a chance to read the poem until chemistry class. I didn't want to start laughing out loud in the middle of my math test.

That basically was all that happened on Tuesday. I was sufficiently freaked out that some guy knew where my LOCKER was, but I didn't think too much of it. 

That all changed the next day.

- - -

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

It was morning, right before homeroom began, and I went to my locker to get my books. The kid...I will call him that, because I didn't know his name at this point....walked up to me and handed me another poem. Surprise, surprise. This one was even crappier than the last one, and it was in the shape of a freaking heart. But that wasn't the worst part.

At the bottom of the page, he asked me in his wonderfully grammatically-correct sentence structure, to the prom.

There are some things you should know about me at this point. I am not a girly-girl. I do not like dresses. I do not like dances. I do not like most things that "normal" teenage girls scream over. I did not want to go to prom. I never wanted to go to prom.

Being the kind-hearted person I am, I told him "I'd think about it."

Yeah, right. 

He was a complete stranger; I didn't even know his name at this point or anything more about it him except that he was a junior and played lacrosse. I don't know about you, but I'm definitely not going to prom with some guy that I just met yesterday.

Nonetheless, I went around school, asking people if they knew who he was. I finally figured out his name, since he "followed" me to my gym class and randomly blurted out "Oh, I don't know if you know this, but my name is..." I'll keep it anonymous, just because I'm a nice person.

A girl told me that he was a loser, a creep, and he stalked random people that he didn't know. I laughed, because that immediately affirmed my view about him. She also told me that he went out with her younger sister this year, who is in the eighth grade. The freaking EIGHTH GRADE. For those of you who can't do math, that's a three year grade difference. Let's all say it together now: Ewww.... I knew he was a pedophile. 

By that point, I knew that I was DEFINITELY not going to prom with him. I just had to break the news to him the next day....

- - -

Thursday, April 10, 2008

He came up to me in homeroom and asked me if I could go with him. I told him that my parents wouldn't allow me. That was the end of that. I mentally celebrated. I was never going to see this creepy loser again!

Oh, how my dreams were crushed...

- - -

Friday, April 11, 2008

Nothing eventful happened since Thursday morning. I was convinced he got the picture: I didn't want to see his face again.

But God hated me. I was sitting at lunch with my wonderful friend, who will also remain anonymous. He sat in the seat diagonal to me and said ,"If you didn't want to talk to me, then you could have just said so."

I may seem like an overly harsh person writing this live journal, but in person, I'm ...nice. I know, I know...it's hard to believe. But  I would never say anything like that. I didn't know how he would get that idea.

He elaborated and said that the girl (the one whose little sister he dated) told him to stay away from me. I mentally wanted to go up and hug her. 

I acted innocently, and told him that I was fine if he wanted to simply talk to me. Hell yeah, I was lying through my teeth, but...whatever. Then he went on and on and ON about how I shouldn't trust anything that that girl says. Did he think I was an idiot? Who are you going to trust? A very sweet girl who you know personally, or a complete, stalker-ish stranger? It doesn't take rocket science. Nonetheless, I told him that I didn't believe anything she said.

The rest of the lunch period consisted of my wonderfully, over-protective friend interrogating him. She was glaring daggers while she was asking him how the hell he knew who I was and where my locker was. Answers: He saw me and immediately "liked me at first sight" and asked some kid from my gym class who I was. Remind me to "accidentally" kick a soccer ball into his face.

Then, he knew where my locker was because he was talking to his friend...I was surprised, because I didn't think he had any...and saw me at my locker.

One word. Stalker.

But the scariest part was, do you know how long he wanted to ask me out? Guess, damn it!

3 months.

No, you didn't read wrong, folks. He wanted to talk to me for THREE FREAKING MONTHS!

At that point, I knew he was a loser. I'm not going to bite your head off, boy. You should gather up the balls to talk to a girl you like. NOT stalk them for three months and ask her to prom a week before tickets are being sold.

Honestly. Get some common sense.

So, the rest of the lunch period was awkward. Extremely so. I was so glad my friend was there, giving him such a hard time. She was literally screaming at him, and he looked like he wanted to turn tail and run like the coward he was.

Now, I seriously thought that was the end. I seriously believed that after that spiel, he would GET THE FREAKING PICTURE!  And I believed it too...

But then the following week he spoke to me again.

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Alrighty then. So what happened from last Friday? Nothing, really. I spent time making sure that I wasn't walking around the school alone in case he wanted to encounter me again. And when I did see him in the hallways, I just looked in the other direction and began talking animatedly to my friends.

So, then Thursday struck. It was right after lunch and I was going to my locker (deja vu, anyone?) and he asked me, "Are you okay? I feel like you've been avoiding me."

I wanted to crack up laughing right then. Are you serious, boy? I haven't looked you straight on in the face, and I've taken precautionary measures to make sure that I wouldn't be caught alone with you, and you ask me a stupid question like that? What's wrong with you?

So I simply replied, "No, not really." And walked in the other direction. 

And he hasn't talked to me since, which is nice.

But why am overreacting about this? Well, I figured out on Monday, April 14 that he was going after another girl...a freshman this time. I know her, and she's a friend of mine. I don't want her getting hurt.

And when she told me some guy was stalking her, I knew...I commanded her to never go anywhere alone.

Besides, I've asked around, and people have been telling me that this guy hasn't been doing this to just me. Oh, no. He's done this towards several people. So obviously he didn't like me for me, but for other "reasons."

So the moral of this long story is: if you're a guy, then don't stalk a girl you like. It creeps us out. And if you're a girl, never go somewhere with a guy you don't know.

Okay...end of rant.

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Jan. 20th, 2008

Deep2, Avatar, Axel

Gone


Title
: Gone
Rating: T
Anime: Naruto
Published: 7/30/06
Summary: He just left. Simple as that. Didn't even tell a single soul. I guess Konoha wasn't good enough for him anymore. I guess I wasn't good enough for him anymore. Naruto's POV. NaruSasu. Yaoi. Oneshot.

Link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3076054/1/Gone

Spoilers: )

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Deep2, Avatar, Axel

Hey!

This is my first (public) post! Actually, that's kinda sad because is started LJ back in September 2007, and now it's January. *sweatdrop*

I don't really know what else to say. My next few posts will be about my fanfics (links and what I thought about my overall story). I didn't want my first post to be advertising my stories (it'd be slightly self-conceited, ne?) so, mayhap, I'll just talk about myself (which is even more self-centered, but...whatever.)

100 Useless Facts about IntertwinedxDestinies:

1) I love reading.
2) Especially fantasy novels.
3) My favorite authors are Eoin Colfer, Garth Nix, Tamora Pierce, J.K. Rowling, James Patterson, Stephenie Meyer, Jonathon Stroud, Christopher Paolini, Cornelia Funke, Scott Westerfield, Philip Pullman, and Michael Lawrence.
4) The list above was not in order of favoritism. I love all of them, and I can't pick my favorite.
5) My favorite books are by the above authors. I don't believe I have one favorite book. It'd be too hard to pick.
6) However, I do have favorite characters. They tend to be male and pitiful:
7) Artemis Fowl (Artemis Fowl series), Iggy (Maximum Ride), Fang (Maximum Ride), Will (Philip Paolini), Jacob Black  (Twilight series), Nathaniel (Bartimaeus Trilogy), Beka Cooper (a female, le gasp! from Terrier), Sabriel (another female! from Sabriel), Ella (wow...three girls in a row...from Shade's Children), Dustfinger (Inkheart Trilogy), Farid (Inkheart Trilogy), Murtagh (Inheritance Series), Dumbledore, Sirius Black, and Hagrid (the last 3 were from Harry Potter, obviously).
8) I love anime.
9) Especially shonen.
10) Naruto, Bleach, and Ouran High School Host Club all have my heart.
11) Movies by Hayao Miyazaki are GOD.
12) Mononoke Hime (Princess Mononoke) and Spirited Away are tied for my favorite Miyazaki movie.
13) I would love to meet Kishimoto-san and Miyazaki-san before I die.
14) Favorite characters: Naruto, Sasuke, Rock Lee, Gaara, Renji, Kon, Haruhi, Tamaki, Hikaru, Kaoru, Kyoya, Ashitaka, Haku, and Chihiro.
15) If you don't know where the above characters are from, then you disappoint me.
16) Lol...the first 4 are from Naruto, the next 2 are from Bleach, the next 5 are from Ouran High School Host Club, Ashitaka is from Princess Mononoke, and the last 2 are from Spirited Away.
17) I also love video games.
18) But because my little sister hogs the PS2 all the time, and because I have no skill, I just watch her play the games.
19) Best games: Kingdom Hearts series, Final Fantasy series, and Soul Calibur series. If it's made by Square-Enix, then it will eventually make it into my household.
20) I consider KH anime. 
21) Favorite KH characters: Axel, Riku, Sora, Roxas, Demyx, and Zexion.
22) Favorite FFVII characters: Reno, Vincent, Cloud, Tifa, and Yuffie.
23) I've really only talked about my favorites up to this point. Nothing really about me.
24) Well, I'm short. As in, I'm 5'1''. Yeah, sad.
25) I'm short because I'm Asian. 
26) An Asian combination.
27) I'm a Saggitarius.
28) I love the piano.
29) I play tennis.
30) I like music.
31) Especially rock and jrock.
32) Favorite artists: The All-American Rejects, Blue October, Coldplay, Daughtry, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Finger Eleven, The Fray, Goo Goo Dolls, LAST ALLIANCE, Lifehouse, Linkin Park, Maroon Five, Matchbox Twenty, Nickelback, Noriko Matsueda, Takahito Eguchi, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Rob Thomas, Simple Plan, Sugarcult, Sum 41, The Summer Obsession, Utada Hikaru, UVERworld, Yoko Shimomura, and any background song for my favorite animes and games.
33) If someone listened to my iPod, they'd be pretty scared.
34) I watch movies when I'm bored.
35) Favorite movies: Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Caribbean, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, The Last Samurai, The Princess Bride, Stardust, and Harry Potter series (sometimes they really make me angry on how they screwed up the book, but...whatever).
36) I don't think I really said all of my favorite movies, but, unfortunately, I can't remember the rest of them at this moment.
37) So I talked about my favorite books, animes, music, movies, and, somewhat, my hobbies. What else can I add?
38) I love to write, but I don't think I'm good at it.
39) I'm very self-critical, and, therefore, I have low self-esteem.
40) I'm a nerd on all levels, if you haven't noticed by now.
41) Though when people look at me, they think I'm normal...I think.
42) I hate sexist and racist people.
43) Well, I really hate anyone who's overly judgemental.
44) People say I'm really smart.
45) But I have NO common sense whatsoever.
46) I am a hopeless yaoi fangirl. And nothing will get me out of that.
47) I get easily hurt by criticism.
48) I love Italian food.
49) I act like a health nut, but I really love junk food.
50) I want to become a vegetarian, but I love meat...
51) I love chocolate. I don't think I could survive without it.
52) I am an anime freak.
53) I have written fanfictions, made AMVs, played sheet music, collected manga, been to conventions, watched stuff online, and been to fansites all dedicated for anime.
54) I have yet to cosplay (ideas?), but I will this summer!
55) Though I don't really know how to sew, which might be a problem.
56) I am an overachiever.
57) I believe I have OCD.
58) I am obsessed with school.
59) School causes me lethal amounts of stress,
60) and keeps me from things I like to do.
61) School is the reason why I cry at night (lol...jk...).
62) I love watching cosplay skits.
63) I am a very...withdrawn person, I think.
64) But once I get to know a person, I am very...crazy and open.
65) I really don't like yuri all that much.
66) But I see yaoi pairings in everything.
67) Panera food is the best.
68) I love cinnamon rolls, especially Cinnabon.
69) have a slightly perverted mind. :P
70) My first story ever written was about a wolf and fox. I think I was eight at the time.
71) I love languages.
72) Before I die, I want to become fluent in Spanish, Japanese, and Tagalog.
73) I can understand some Spanish and Tagalog.
74) I dislike most fruits.
75) I have a pessimistic view on life.
76) Let's see if I can come up with 100 things about me.
77) I hate oranges.
78) I love apples.
79) I like a few plays. I dislike most musicals.
80) I like Phantom of the Opera and Wicked.
81) I want to see Sweeney Todd, but I think I'll be too afraid of the blood.
82) I hate horror films.
83) I'm a scaredy-cat.
84) I dislike romance, too.
85) Well, I dislike watching and reading most romance, anyway.
86) Exceptions: Stardust, Ouran High School Host Club, and Twilight series.
87) See! They're not entirely romance-centric.
88) I listen to a wide variety of music.
89) But I hate rap!
90) I don't know why, but I just don't like it.
91) I will never do drugs.
92) I will not drink underage.
93) I will not have sex before marriage.
94) I have strong moral values.
95) I'm a PERFECTIONIST, obviously.
96) Bad grammer makes me twitch.
97) But I love fragment sentences.
98) I tend to write in first-person POV.
99) DDR is one of my only forms of exercise.
100) Pocky makes my world go round.


Wow! I actually came up with 100 things about me. That took a while. If any person out there read all 100 things, I applaud you!


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